IM STRESS AGAIN!!!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
well. tiis thing
goes by something
tat i don wan it to happen
im scare and worry..
he tok me tat[PERSONAL]
but it fine now,
but however wat..
i will have tat feelin tat u
still wan her bak.. but
if im a guy tat have girlfwen
no matter my ex say wat,
even i cursh on her, but i still won
do unfaithfull thing
iszite fun to treats the gurlfwen lyk tiis
i nvr do tiis to u know..
i can say i last yr i cursh on some one
but i tok myself tat i cnt be lyk tat
i have to treasure my bf no matter wat
i cnt be a bitch..but u..ask yrself
i don care she lyk u and u cursh on her
i wan ur heart was on me..
and don say i nvr warn u,
tat i will do stupid things..
i hope u know wat is rite..
sayang i realii love u
don treats me lyk tiis
12:26 AM
Y Y Y
omg..no money leii
Sunday, November 4, 2007
IM DEATH w/o job man
i have no money,i have
no new things,
i cnt buy wat i wan,
i cnt buy food w/o money
all is becos money
i realii hope i can found a job
for my ownself, so asleast
i have money to spend some
to buy somethings i needs
hmm..but if i work alreadii
donknow can meet him
cos he want to buy me things
haiizs..all day sitting st hm oso sian
thinks about goin tu take result
oso sian liao..cos skool lyfe startin bak
haiiz..stress and sian ah..
b'dae oso comin liao..
no wan celeb for miie liao
haiiz..turning 16 oso normal day
old 1 year oso..so sad
11:25 PM
Y Y Y
CONFUSE
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
hmm..sorri syg if smthng
happn or wat kkz..
hmm..i donknow how to say ah
hmm..maybe it hurt yr feelin
or euu don lyk..
but...is lyk, u know i cnt realii
want to wit them oso, cos they
are not my fwens.. is yr fwen
i know euu have a heart tu spend
your money to open a chalet for miie,
but iszite realii for miie..i don realii mind
euu kol them ar.. but, it seem some
of my fwens they workin
thn miie and yayah finding job..
thn is lyk i oso wan a peacefull chalet
i not sayin euu guy wan fun or wat
thn i don lyk..is lyk..i realii dnknow how ar
if i don ask euu who euu gonna invite
will euu tell miie..i ask and ask thn
u msg me tat u kolin your last year
fwen to come if donwan thn nvrm
but u got think i want to wit them
i realii don know..but euu have msg
your fwens so i nvr ask euu to
don ask thm to come..if lyk tat,
can say not so happii or fun ar
im sorri if euu see tiis ar..
but if lyk tat don mind euu jus
wit your fwens can alreadii
i jus have a simple b'dae or
even don have..it okay wat..
i have use of it alreadii..
sorri if let euu hard tu be
in tiis way..but why don euu
ask miie first before u be clever
but euu didnt..haiiz...i not say euu
or scolding u ar..jus wan euu tu
understand..cos is lyk i asked my fwen
he say maybe he can come but
jus try onlii..i not sure who goin..
i'm sorrii........)=
i stress over it..i realii donknow
wat to do..jus day by day and counting still
11:15 PM
Y Y Y
Bored bein at home
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
well..whole day at hm today..
wanted to hang out wit my fwen
but her dad last min plan
tu visit their relative so,
she had cancell our day..
but 2moro will be our day
hangin out near my hse..
gosh..i cnt msg so much
my pplow again..
but neither he won msg
or my fwen msg..so i jus
tok my fwen i cnt msg so much
so she didnt wan miie tu reply
her last msg to miie..
well, still rmbr tat our
my'BOIIFWEN b'day i will give
him smthg but i didnt make it
but i goin tu give wen i done..
jus a simple thing for him la
not so nice..maybe..
hmm..damn bored at hm..
morning cnt use internet cos
of some problem..so i jus listen
song at my com..drawin smthg oso..
well..i have no idae tu decorate the frame
i need my fwen help..hmm
jus write till here..
byebye
8:32 PM
Y Y Y
well,theres something on wit it
Thursday, October 25, 2007
hmm..maybe i jus write
some here as i realii donknow
wat tu say tu euu in face to face..
hmm..
i really want you to studies well
i realii not so wanted you tu quit
coz i realii dont want a un'education guy
whos know ppl lookin down on you wat..
hmm..i know i don dare tu tok wen
interview..euu donknow how the type the
lady talkin tu us..and it lyk hard for miie
thn i know euu sayin miie stupid while
euu tokin tu yayah..why sia..i nvr say euu
stupid to my friends..if i donwan thn forget
it larhzs..for miie lyk i wanted tu cry know
i jus nvr tell..i donwan tu make the day
more bored or sad..euu think i oso will happii iszite..
i realii donknow wat tu say ar..
i donknow still got wat about euu
as my anger, euu called me to change rite
but i nvr asked you to change
cos if thats if what you are, i will take the facts
but why is not you..i nvr ask you to change
i can tell euu why my friends they all
donknow like you know..it was jus you
atittude..and the way you talking to..
they dont like you, i already sad for it
but i realii dont want yayah they all
oso don feel like bein your fwens anymore
my dad nvr ever say me stupid onces know
but as you my boyfriend you say that
as not that making fun onlii know..
is like hurting me always
i realii donknow what to say ar..
8:25 PM
Y Y Y
GOSH!!!headach of those things below in e story
Thursday, October 11, 2007
hmm..it a long time i nvr
update my blogger..
well..tudae wen out
wit my cuz,her mom n chloe
chloe brought a pair of shoes
thn we walk ard at bugis street
and thn bugis juction and the
last place is amk hub..
we wen for our dinner at S11..
haiizsyo..can say the coffeeshop
nth tu eat about..so bored..
wen we was at bugis
i wen tu everlast shop
tu look for wat i wanted
tu buy a new pair shoes
it nice man!!..my cuz n her fwen
oso say nice..hmm..but is 30PLUS leii!!
where got sky drop money wan!!haiizs
oso wanted tu buy pants,shirt n adidas bag
haiiz..i need MONEY all day..hais
headach arh..kinder day dream about
money so i can go buy things
tat i wishin tu get..
8:40 PM
Y Y Y
jus update some thing onlii
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Hmm..well..
my lyfe now are fine!!=)
hmm..jus havin my last week
of nlvl..haiizs..
so stressed up..
thinks about my fwen
i felt upset..
thinks of gonna missh them
oso we will keeo in touch anot
well..try yours best in our nlvl
passin wit flyin colours too!!
hmm..thanks sayang
for the dinner that
buying burger for miie
always love euu lots
haiiz..tiis few day,
so hot sak..haiiz..even
the fan facing miie
oso still hot..haiiz..
i wan air-con..
11:06 PM
Y Y Y
Here tu update foto
Friday, September 28, 2007
Jia n FiNa[we takin foto well others takin too] my'BOIIFWEN..missh him always
4 InTeGritY; we jus having fun.. we jus takin pic
7:03 PM
Y Y Y
no point of sayin wat to euu
Sunday, September 23, 2007
if euu thinks i don even
cares euu wen euu get
hurt cos i jus wan tu
concentrate on slpin.
thn i tell euu..don euu know
euu hurting miie so much..
and it a retribution from god..
if i don love euu i don even
cares tu care euu..wat the point
tat euu realii love miie..
i can tell euu, euu don even
put tiis relationship improtant
wen ever euu angry, and it end
tu say breakin up with miie..
is it a real love from euu..
i jus i donknow..euu thinks so
easy tu tell mom i wan tu go out..
i can forget wat euu have did..
it spoil my lyfe..i try tu contorl my anger
but do euu ever contorl yours..euu wan
tu tok fair rite..i tell euu..it not realii fair..
wen i wan tu keep my atittude..
but your atittude nvr been changes..
and nxt time i won kol euu tu go
out wit my fwen..if euu think
why euu come wit my fwen
but not i follow wit your fwen too..
if euu think euu realii but tat fone for
miie..and can say it not realii euu buy..
why..becos if euu have the heart tu
buy a fone for miie..and euu won kol miie
tu trade-in my fone too..and if euu wan bak
tiis fone..i will oso wan bak my fone
and a top up card n my simcard..
and euu can becos of my fwen say
euu wan miie tu explain tu them..
it not their fualt..but if they thinks i give
a face tu them..they should ask miie why
thn i msg thm..it lyk i in the wrong..
wat things makin euu tu say
they treats miie so good
thn i treats them others way..
don euu think tiis oso hurt miie..
euu hurt miie once and
euu will get retrubution twice...
if euu wan tu end tiis relationship..
it fine for miie..euu cnt stand rite..
and i tell euu i cnt stand too..
1:29 PM
Y Y Y
Saturday, September 22, 2007
hahas..ya rite..
watever euu wan tu say..
fight for the rite for your
fwen rite..unfair n fair
wat the point..even u don
wan tu wit my fwen i oso
won force euu..cos even how
i force euu a day for euu
is not happy at all..
it not good tu be wit euu
thn wit your fwen ma..
i don wish tu be wit them
cos of i don even lyk ppl smoke,
they tok malay i donknow
and they even tok i don
wan tu tok tu them..
for wat making each other
not happy of tat..and euu
guy lyk tu go till late,but euu guys
don even i cnt go bak late at all
stay awat from miie..
i jus wan tu be wit
wat ever i have and around..
i don even regret tu without euu
my lyfe still moving on..
euu can becos of small thing
euu wan tu tok till it all my fault
or wan tu fight..wat the point..
break thn break..it not i regret for it
cos not i the wan who ask for break
if euu reali love miie
euu won say breakin up
cos wen euu say many time
it hurt miie,BUT not forever hurting miie
but opposite way i alreadii use of it...
12:54 PM
Y Y Y
Thursday, September 20, 2007
hmm..well..
it left...16 more days
tu leave tat skool alreadii..
yeahzs...finally nlvl gonna
finish soon..but still scare scare
tat my nlvl did not so gud
enough leiihzs..jus left
math, science, cpa, eoa onlii
i'm wish to go to bishan ite
tu studies..cos it not so far from
khatib,i can even go tu my
anuty hse tu rest or even
can go junction 8..well
i hope we still can contact
each other barhzs..
perhaps we been tugether for
4yr fwendships ler..i don even
wan it tu be gone so easy..
haiizs..donknow wen we
having hoilday others thn
chalet we still can meet for
going out anot leiihzs..
8:59 PM
Y Y Y
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
well
i'm bored thn usually
cos i w/o fone or psp
not i have no fone at all
psp oso not mine..
tat day my guy koled miie
asked am i still wan 5300 fone
so i say yup and asked why..
thn he say if euu wan he buy
for miie at khatib..it okay is
2nd hand know..but the prblm
is i not using it..in another way round
euu are using it..did euu say euu buy
for miie??did euu??
but why i wan tu take bak
is lyk tat not my fone i cnt say
i wan tu take bak my fone..
and euu give miie a sad face and say
bored w/o fone..are euu realii bored
i don think so know..atleast
euu can rather go out
meet your fwen nite,ply your
psp now wen i return euu,
if euu realii sad and bored
i don mind i jus take bak my
simcard,and ask my fwen tu give
bak my panasonic fone tu use..
but why arhzs..euu kol miie tu use
my panasonic fone wen euu wan
tu use 5300 fone..if lyk tat, in first place
i shouldnt trade in my fone,i have my
careless mistake!!!!lyk i not bored ma
kol miie tu use computer lorh
say so easy..oso the same wat
msn,fwenter,song,blogger..
nthing else wat..i face the com
for many years..i should have been
bored of it wat..wat kind of guy euu
kol miie tu use internet..nvrm
if euu realii wan tat fone tu use rite
i choose tu step bak to letting euu
using tu let euu happii..
so i will use my panasonic fone
but i won active my free
incong..NVR!!!euu have used
my half of money..i did not ask for
many bak..don say i using my
atittude tu say euu..
it ture..i should not realii trade in
11:26 PM
Y Y Y
Monday, September 17, 2007
Hmm.. tudae felt dizzy in class
well it time for recces time
i donknow why, it sudden come tu miie
i didnt sit down on the chair
i jus walk tu my sit tu take my wallet
and walk slowly..
haiiz..the day on afternn
was hot enough wen i and
desmond walkin home from the
polyclinc, lucky we have
few path tat have shelter tu our
way bak home...
wen i was at home..jus
felt lyk lyk down on my bed
and take a nap..but at the last
i slp for 1hour..and donknow why
felt giddy again..thn i go eat..and go
have a rest..
haiiz..tudae using my
mom fone tu msg him,
can see that he not in a good mood
he sad n stress about his things la
hmm..felt abite sad for him too..
if onlii have my shoulder tu
let him lay on to..no matter wat
i still love u my dear sayang..
10:39 PM
Y Y Y
Friday, September 14, 2007
haii..aiie realii donknow
euu guys are thinking..
i nvr came skool cos
i cnt make it tu go, i have
tu go tu my old hse and 2mro
i have tu attend a pray for
16yr ago cousin..
my mom wanted miie tu go
home straightly so aiie did
not wan tu go skool larhzs..
and sheng ling they all oso
donwan tu come wat..
so did not mean they don
come so aiie follow larhzs..
even i don wan tu come
cos i oso will tired wan wat
aiie not lyk them don wan tu
come thn don wan..if my mom let
thn i can don go skool wat..
some more i always com skool
onlii i take my mc letter come skool wat
euu guys lyk tu think wat thn
go ahead kkz.. i reali not
becos they nvr come
so aiie follow them..
aiie realii have my
family problem okies!!!
even my bf oso donknow
aiie becos of my cousin
so i donwan tu go skool
i tok him ytd and he forget it
aiie oso tok euu guys
on monday alreadii wat..
i have my day okies
12:42 PM
Y Y Y
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Here tu say
ThankZ sayang,
he brought miie 5300,
hehes..felt happii tat aiie can
get my lovely fone
wen last month i wanted tu buy
lucky didnt spend so much of
your money..wel wel wel
felt bored w/o fone..
but my 512mb format by
the shop ppl..it abite late
tu ask my 512mb bak..
all the song,pic, number
all gone..OMG...
need tu trouble myself up
lucky i still rmbr some of my fwens
numbers too..but sorry for those
tat i cnt remember it..
aiie use tu sreach all of
yours name in my fone..
but one thing porperly
ard my mind..cnt donknow
wattu tell my parent about
tiis fone..wat should aiie say..
haiiz..one day by one lorhzs..
and actoumatic thinks come tu
my mind tu ans baks..
10:19 PM
Y Y Y
Sunday, September 9, 2007
i'm looking bored now,
feel tired tu be in skool
in normal day..
haiiz..normal day n nlvl
and aiie onlii have 2 holidays
i don lyk tu be in skool wen it comes
tu normal day period,
it look bored all day long..
listening song whole day oso
read my story book oso
but why it lookin tourble miie
cos of the math 10 year book?
ofcos it is..math aiie realii don understand
some of it..it realii making miie lyk silly gurl
aways..nlvl making stress
but wen it come tu ending the paper
it good tu have a mood tat going off
at the hall..it free..aiie hate p.e man
ruby so bored..nth good about it..
10:59 PM
Y Y Y
are euu blaming miie now
tat aiie did not help euu out
of tat problem, maybe euu save
for your bicycle money first
thn euu save for the money
for tat problem larhzs..
are euu asking miie for money?
aiie don have money know..
aiie even don have my saving
money now..aiie now jus wan tu
save for my fwen chalet..
aiie have my idea,
euu try tu get some
of your idea tu help euu out
don alway need ppl tu help euu out
aiie not mean tat aiie don wan tu help euu
if yourself cnt help yourself out,
nxt time how will euu gonna help yourself
through those problem..
did euu listen tu your mind?
did it realii mean tu euu
tat die2 oso wan tu get the bicycle
maybe aiie say those euu unhappy
but now you have a problem..settle
it first..bicycle won disappear wan wat
maybe euu save for tat problem, thn
save for your bicycle..
if euu think aiie don help euu
thn aiie don mind for it..
aiie realii cnt help..aiie not ATM,
aiie not bank, aiie not a millionair gurl
aiie cnt even let money appear in my hand
think properly wat euu now need tu do
ti settle those porblem..
12:36 PM
Y Y Y
haiiz..she gonna open chalet
for her b'dae..it my'BESTFWEN
but i donknow i chould make it anot
i donknow cnt save enough money for it..
sorry if i cnt make it
so hopin tat i can go tu your chalet..
well..don think about them la
still have ppl comin tu your party de ma
but so scare we cnt see each other again
it our last year tu see each others..
haiiz..but thing are not smoothly ard us
why cnt be fwen forever..
are fwen forever realii mean?..
wat fwen realii mean for us??
wen we are happii lyk little kids
or we are unhappii lyk difference race??
so unproud ta i have those fwen wit miie..
1:02 AM
Y Y Y
Friday, September 7, 2007
well..havin fun wit my fwens n boiifwen ytd at esp..haiiz..long time nvr been there for few month alreadiiwen my uncle use tu bring miie..haiiz..so sian..go out oso have a not so happii facego out oso need my mom agree..jus wanna chill wit my fwen n boiifwen wat..thn say she go out, thn i follow go out..lyk aiie her dog lyk tat..but god bless miie my mom nvr scold miie or beat miie wen i reach home..wen..tiis few day stay at home and watchvcd, read my library book n studies my mathfor my sat tution..haiiz..2moro gonna go tution again..not again..time fly so fast and faster..hopin my nlvl will pass, hmm..my holiday onlii have 2 day..not fair man..nlvl taken my holiday..but nvrm..faster gone my nlvl,faster have my happien..haiiz..my tongue is pain n itch..but it gone tu be okay!!
7:26 PM
Y Y Y
Sunday, September 2, 2007
I'm goin tu my cousin hse later in the afternoon of time..my uncle now aiie thinkhe goin tu buy carb and foodfor dinner tuday tu my cousin hse..hmm..so aiie won update thing later..haiiz..well..aiie think euu out tu meet your fwens ytd..so nvr did tu kol miie upbut aiie not sad or mad orsomething elsetu make my emo..it jus a normall day aiie was being in my room and tution..well..but aiie still waiting for your kol..but sometime aiie hatesomething..tat euu kol miie up andasked wat aiie doin orwhere am i..thn euu jus wanna putdown the fone..but if somethingaiie off my fone or jus bz tu answeringeuu oso ask and putted down..haiizs..aiie not complaining tu euuaiie jus say wat, euu kol and putted down the fone lyk tiis way..well don tok about tiis alreadiihmm..2moro nlvl alreadii..haiizso sian...
12:12 PM
Y Y Y